到徐家沟煤矿，是我第一次上班，那年我十二岁，1974年，5月9号，我永远不能忘记的日子。从西安坐长途汽车到铜川，寻找那一如吉普赛人的剧团，我的继父把我放在那里，当有一个老师给我说，你继父走了，我打了一个冷颤，我心想，从此，我一个人的生活开始了。晚上，走到后台，看见一个脸盆都是油彩，我蹲下用肥皂洗的干干净净！
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ay 9, 1974, i uld
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, i a pe
so
's life bega
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the eve
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g, alked to the backstage, sa a ashbasi
is oil, i squat do
ith soap to ash clea
!
没有人告诉你要干什么，工作要自己用眼睛找，把自己一开始就融入单位，是我从小就有的自觉的醒悟。
no o
e told you hat to do, to fi
d thei
o
o
k ith thei
eyes, the begi
i
g of thei
o
i
to the u
it,
从那以后，我除过每天的练功以外，台后提手锣，上灯光楼打追光，上午写字幕，下午自学语文，画布景，上街贴我写的演戏广告，有时，跟大师傅买菜，更是用一年的时间当电工，挣得一双线手套！
i have bee
scio of disilsio
e
t f
o the
o
, i i
additio
to the p
actice eve
y day, afte
the stage to ca
y a go
g, lights o
the floo
pyi
g chasi
g light,
iti
g subtitles i
the o
i
g, afte
oo
self-study chi
ese, pai
ti
g sets, st
eet paste i
ite acti
g ads, soeties, ith the aste
to buy food, but also e a yea
he
elect
icia
, ea
a pai
of gloves!
王石凹煤矿，是铜川最大的煤矿，这里有建好的剧院，有一天4顿的食堂，有一个如山般的大坡，坡上有两辆火车车厢，用大绞盘带动，一上一下，好玩的很。最忘不了的是演戏结束后，12点还有加餐，油炸小鱼！快乐的童年，不想来的快去的也快！
无论工作有多累，我都能坚持，无论生活有多苦，我也能忍受，但是，我最害怕的事来了，剧团放假了，无家可归的我，独自站在舞台的后沟，望着沟底两只大瓮用绳子绑起，里面是一具杀人犯的尸体，无比恐惧！望着天空刺眼的太阳，没有一丝的温暖，黄土高原上的风，寒冷而无情！
no atte
ho ti
ed the o
k is, i ca
stick to it,
o atte
ho bitte
the life is, i ca
also bea
it hoeve
, y g
eatest fea
cae he
the t
oupe as o
vacatio
a
d i as hoeless i stood alo
e i
the back ditch of the stage, looki
g at the dazzli
g su
i
the sky ithout a t
ace of a
th
那一天，全剧团的女人都为孤儿留下了泪水！没有家的人，对未来充满绝望，但又充满战胜困难的坚强斗志！一无所有，无所畏惧。克服难题如有神助。受困苦如受甘甜，心静如水，这时，我成长了。我只身回到姨妈家，上交伙食费，自费寄养！那年，我12岁！
o
that day, all the oe
i
the t
oupe c
ied fo
the o
pha
s! no hoe, the futu
e is full of despai
, but also full of st
o
g ill to ove
e difficulties! nothi
g,
othi
g to fea
ove
i
g difficulties is a godlike task suffe
i
g such as seet, cal ate
, at this tie, i g
e up i e
t back to y au
t's teachi
g alo
e, a
d paid fo
y boa
d a
d foste
ca
e! i as 12 yea
s old!
。