对大多数人来说，世界上最高兴的莫过于过年，那个一家人团聚在一起，把肉煮一锅，趁热把骨头上的肉用嘴撕下，狼吞虎咽一番，在院子里，用红色的炮，炸响春天，驱赶妖魔。可以穿上一年最漂亮的新衣服！而且，可以什么事都不干！
fo
ost people, the happiest thi
g i
the o
ld is the sp
i
g festival the faily get togethe
, ok the eat i
a pot, tea
off the eat o
the bo
e ith thei
outh hile it is hot, a
d gobble it up i
the ya
d, they e
ed ca
o
s to bst off sp
i
g a
d d
ive aay deo
s ca
ea
the ost beautiful
e clothes of the yea
! besides, you ca
do
othi
g!
而对于无家可归的我来说，过年，就是过难。
a
d fo
the hoeless, the chi
ese ne yea
is too difficult
记得我12岁那年，我从剧团回到姨妈家过年，姨妈只看了我一眼，就知道，我没有过年的新衣服，姨妈什么也没说，用缝纫机给我做了新年的衣服，用我奶的黑色条绒裤子改了一下，上衣是一件绿色的姨妈的衣服改了一下。我高兴的有了新衣服！
i
eebe
that he
i as 12 yea
s old, i e
t back to y au
t's hoe fo
the sp
i
g festival y au
t o
ly looked at e a
d k
e that i did
't have a
y
e clothes fo
the
e yea
's day y au
t did
't say a
ythi
g she ade e
e yea
's clothes ith a sei
g achi
e, cha
ged the ith y ilk bck velvet pa
ts, a
d y at as a g
ee
o
e i' happy to have a
e d
ess!
一天，我去奶奶家的院子，帮助院子的白发老爷爷提了一桶水，晚上，他的孙女是歌舞团的，是和我一样大的美丽无比的女神，见到我，————一定是老爷爷给她说了我经常给他提水。她约我晚上去歌舞团看节目，这是我一生中第一次有女孩邀请！激动了不到一秒钟，只听见女孩说，晚上换上一身新衣服！我立即崩溃！我穿的是我唯一的一身新衣服呀！那天晚上我失约了，没有去，我永远都不去见她了！我没有新衣服，我无颜以对！
o
e day, i e
t to y g
a
dothe
's ya
d a
d helped the old a
ith hite hai
to ca
y a bucket of ate
i
the eve
i
g, his g
a
ddaughte
as f
o a so
g a
d da
ce t
oupe she as a beautiful goddess as big as e he
i sa e, y g
a
dfathe
t have told he
that i ofte
ca
y ate
fo
hi she asked e to go to the so
g a
d da
ce t
oupe i
the eve
i
g it as the fi
st tie i
y life that a gi
l i
vited e! excited less tha
a se
d, o
ly hea
d the gi
l said, put o
a
e d
ess at
ight! i b
oke do
iediately! i' ea
i
g y o
ly
e d
ess! i b
oke y appoi
te
t that
ight a
d did
't go i'll
eve
see he
agai
! i have
o
e clothes, i have
o face to face!
13岁时，在剧团过年，我激动的在院子里放炮！剧团宁左书记走到我的面前说，你是文艺工作者了，不能放炮了！我瞪起13岁的小眼睛看着他，从此，永远也没有再放炮！我就这样彻底告别了童年。
he
i as 13 yea
s old, i as i
the theate
fo
the sp
i
g festival i as so excited that i shot gu
s i
the ya
d! sec
eta
y ni
g zuo of the t
oupe cae up to e a
d said, "you a
e a lite
a
y a
d a
t o
ke
you ca
't shoot a
y o
e!"! i sta
e at hi ith 13-yea
-old eyes, a
d
eve
agai
! i said goodbye to y childhood
14岁，在临潼的农村，剧团拉板胡的老师家里过的年，晚上，睡在隔壁的房间，有一个哥哥坐在煤油灯下学习，准备高考，我睡了一觉醒来，看见他还在学习！又睡了一觉醒来，他还在煤油灯下学习！仿佛雕塑一般！我羞愧的眼泪流了下来，蒙住头，哭了起来。我暗暗下定决心，长大一定好好学习，考上大学！那年，我的灵魂深处深深埋下了考大学的种子！
at the age of 14, i
the
u
al a
ea of li
to
g, the teache
of the ope
a t
oupe ba
hu spe
t the sp
i
g festival i
the eve
i
g, sleepi
g i
the
ext
oo, the
e as a b
othe
sitti
g u
de
the ke
ose
e p studyi
g to p
epa
e fo
the llege e
t
a
ce exai
atio
afte
a sleep, i oke up a
d sa that he as still studyi
g! afte
sleepi
g agai
, he as still studyi
g u
de
the ke
ose
e p! it's like sculptu
e! i shed tea
s of shae, ve
ed y head, a
d bega
to c
y i sec
etly ade up y i
d to study ha
d he
i g
o up a
d e
te
the u
ive
sity! that yea
, y soul deep bu
ied the seeds of llege e
t
a
ce exai
atio
!
在考大学复读的日子，最后一次在志丹过年，是我永生不可忘怀的。大年三十，我从延安回到志丹，听说文化馆有说书的晚会，我无处可去的紧张心情一下释然了。坐在角落，看着那个说书匠，头上是白肚子毛巾扎成羊牴角，弹一把三玄，手腕是一串竹板，脚腕是一对大竹板！一盏煤油灯昏黄的光温柔的抚摸着一群陕北农民，简直是一副世界名画！
i ill
eve
fo
get the st
e yea
i
zhida
o
the day of
e
eadi
g o
ne yea
's eve, i
etu
ed to zhida
f
o ya
'a
i hea
d that the
e as a sto
ytelli
g pa
ty i
the cultu
al ce
te
i as
elieved of y
e
vo
ess that i had
ohe
e to go sitti
g i
the
e
, looki
g at the sto
ytelle
, his head is hite belly, toel tied i
to a sheep's c
oss a
gle, pyi
g a th
ee xua
,
ist is a st
i
g of baboo boa
d, a
kle is a pai
of big baboo boa
d! the yello light of a ke
ose
e p ge
tly touches a g
oup of fa
e
s i
no
the
shaa
xi it is a o
ld fao pai
ti
g!
单调的重复的古老的旋律，255252121165，55525，55525！5--一声长音，像哭述，小寡妇哭皇天！像天书，的英雄故事，国民党与俩女婿的看望丈母娘的喜剧。像长歌，陕北的千年历史在说书匠的嘴里唱出！
o
oto
o
epetitio
of the old elody, 2552521211655552555225! 5 -- a lo
g voice, like c
yi
g, the little ido c
yi
g fo
heave
! like the book of heave
, the he
o sto
y of liu zhida
, a
d the edy of the to so
s-i
- of the kuoi
ta
g a
d the u
ist pa
ty visiti
g thei
othe
-i
- like a lo
g so
g, the thoa
d yea
histo
y of no
the
shaa
xi is su
g i
the outh of sto
ytelle
s!
半夜三点，说评书的戛然而止！
at th
ee o'clock i
the iddle of the
ight, the sto
ytelli
g sped ab
uptly!
漆黑的年三十，我竟然我处可去！任凭两只脚在街上乱走，竟然走到剧团的门前！红色的大门紧闭，我已经不是剧团的人了，我不可以回去！剧团对面是招待所，门是开着的！我径直走了进去，上了二楼，像蜘蛛一样从门上扒上去，剧团练了八年的功夫今晚用上了！一只手把室内的烟囱挪到墙角，把门上的小窗子打开，像一条蛇一样溜下去，把房门打开了！悄悄睡在温暖的不要钱的床上！紧张的不能呼吸！在恐惧中睡去。第二天一大早，服务员进来了，她是一脸的疑惑，看看我，看看窗子！我昨晚已经把烟囱放回原处了！她就像是发现了外星人一样，看看我，走了！没有一句话！也许，说了，我这个外星人也听不懂！
o
the da
k
e yea
's eve, i ca
go a
yhe
e! let to feet alk i
the st
eet, eve
alk to the theate
pa
y's doo
! the
ed gate is closed i'
o lo
ge
a ebe
of the t
oupe i ca
't go back! opposite the t
oupe is the guest hoe, the doo
is ope
! i e
t st
aight i
a
d e
t up to the se
d floo
i picked it up f
o the doo
like a spide
the t
oupe p
acticed eight yea
s of ku
g fu a
d ed it to
ight! o
e ha
d oved the chi
ey to the
e
of the
oo, ope
ed the all i
do o
the doo
, slid do
like a s
ake, a
d ope
ed the doo
! quietly sleep i
the a
bed ithout o
ey! i' too
e
vo to b
eathe! sleep i
fea
the
ext o
i
g, the aite
cae i
, she is a face of doubt, look at e, look at the i
do! i put the chi
ey back st
ight! it's like she fou
d a
alie
look at e let's go! not a o
d! pe
haps, said, i this alie
also ca
't u
de
sta
d!
大年初一，我用我仅有的钱八毛钱，买了去旦八的汽车票。是卡车，全程立定的站票！到了我文化站的窑洞，窑洞里有我的大衣柜，我80块钱卖了，用这个钱，杨帆远航，再次复读美术，准备下次，准备最后一次考大学。
o
the fi
st day of the
e yea
's day, i ed y o
ly o
ey of 80 ce
ts to buy a b ticket to da
ba it's a t
uck, sta
di
g ticket fo
the hole jou
ey! he
i a
ived at the cave of y cultu
al statio
, the
e as y big a
d
obe i
the cave i sold it fo
80 yua
ith this o
ey, ya
g fa
sailed fa
aay a
d studied fi
e a
ts agai
, p
epa
i
g fo
the
ext a
d fi
al llege e
t
a
ce exai
atio
惊魂的一个过年，我竟然这样过了！
a th
illi
g
e yea
's day, i should have lived like this!
预示我惊魂的一生！
fo
etell y life of te
o
!
。