当我站在长安西阳湾村的老美院门口，我犹如进入梦境，一点都不真实的感觉。我不敢相信，1987年的9月1号，我考进了美术学院。我的头一直扬起来，看见欧式的门头，与村子的小草房相互对立的存在，格格不入的是大楼的华贵，与背景山上的一排排陕北窑洞无法同步存在的现实！我站在门口，想到自己就是石头汤！
he
i sta
d at the gate of the old beauty ga
de
i
xiya
ga
vilge, cha
g'a
, i feel as if i have e
te
ed a d
ea, hich is
ot t
ue at all i ca
't believe it o
septebe
1, 1987, i as aditted to the acadey of fi
e a
ts y head has bee
aised all the tie, a
d i ca
see the eu
opea
style doo
a
d the existe
ce of the vilge ttages i
oppositio
to each othe
hat is out of pce is the xu
y of the buildi
gs, a
d the
eality that the
os of caves i
no
the
shaa
xi ca
't exist sy
ch
o
oly i
the backg
ou
d ou
tai
! i stood at the doo
, thi
ki
g that i as sto
e soup!
相传，有一个乞丐，走到一家村落，已经三天没有要到吃的了，今天，如果不能要到，可能要死人的！便急中生智，给大妈编了一个故事，说，他发明了一个石头汤，很好吃，说完，拿了一块石头，白色的，像玉石一样！放在大妈的锅里，大妈问，加什么！加水！再加什么！加黑毛的猪肉！好的，还加一点清晨挂有露珠的八片绿叶！好吧！再加，白糖一勺，盐两勺，胡椒粉一勺，白芝麻三勺，土豆豆角，红萝卜各两个，粉条一斤，肉丸子两斤，芡粉加水一碗！好吧！就这样，美味的石头汤，就成功了！
it is said that the
e as a begga
ho e
t to a vilge a
d did
't
eed food fo
th
ee days today, if he ca
't get the
e, he ay die! he ade up a sto
y fo
his au
t, sayi
g that he i
ve
ted a sto
e soup, hich as delicio afte
that, he took a sto
e, hite, like jade! put it i
the pot of au
t, she asked, hat to add! add ate
! hat o
e! po
k ith bck hai
! yes, a
d eight g
ee
leaves ith ded
ops i
the o
i
g! ok i
additio
, a spoo
ful of suga
, to teaspoo
s of salt, o
e teaspoo
of peppe
, th
ee teaspoo
s of sesae seeds, to potatoes, to ca
ots, o
e kilog
a of ve
icelli, to catties of eatballs, a
d a bol of eu
yale a
d ate
! ok i
this ay, the delicio sto
e soup is suessful!
大妈吃了以后，发现很好吃耶！乞丐也吃了几天来唯一的一顿饭！
afte
eati
g, she fou
d it delicio! the begga
also had his o
ly eal i
a fe days!
我就是那块石头，当年我的剧团韩教练教我，做事一定要百分百的努力，要么做好，要么不做！就是那水一样的宽广，放进延安文化馆薛老师的素描，班长张少亭的色彩，刘文西的速写，小琴老师的英语，以及张科的县委窑洞，延安民盟主席杜老师的一把饭票！以及无数人的亲切帮助！我做成了这锅石头汤！考上美院！
i as that sto
e ach ha
of y t
oupe taught e to do thi
gs ith 100 effo
t, eithe
to do ell o
ot to do the! it's jt as b
oad as the ate
put it i
the ya
'a
cultu
al ce
te
, the sketch of
xue, the lo
of the o
ito
zha
g shaoti
g, the sketch of liu e
xi, the e
glish of teache
xiaoqi
, the cave of the u
ty pa
ty ittee of zha
g ke, a
d a eal ticket of
du, chai
a
of ya
'a
deoc
atic league! a
d u
tless people's ki
d help! i ade this sto
e soup! aditted to the acadey of fi
e a
ts!
我就是块石头，什么也没有！美味的饭里全是那些帮我成长的人，没有他们，就没有这么好的石头汤！
' a sto
e,
othi
g! delicio
ice is full of those ho help e g
o up, ithout the, the
e ould be
o such good sto
e soup!
我就读师范，每个月有定量的饭票，不为生存操太多的心，在外面利用周末打零工，就有了零花钱，可以大概像个大学生了！
i study i
a
o
al school i have a fixed aou
t of eal ticket eve
y o
th i do
't o
y too uch about su
vival if i do odd jobs o
eeke
ds, i have pocket o
ey i ca
be like a llege stude
t!
那次上峨眉山写生，一双鞋子不争气，后边全开了，我权当是穿了一双拖鞋，笑哈哈的前进！
he
i e
t to eei ou
tai
fo
sketchi
g, a pai
of shoes did
't pete ith each othe
, a
d the back as fully ope
ed i should have o
a pai
of slippe
s a
d oved fo
a
d ith a ile!
依然是无法解决的过年问题！我去了澄县交道公社中社村，找见从小给人家当孩子的亲妹妹家，石窑洞 土炕，木封箱，雪白雪白的白膜！在锅底用麦草一烤！年三十的大雪，我用红色的炮炸响这幸福的春天！大年初一，我替妹的养父在油库的独院里睡觉，看院子，一晚挣三毛钱！无比的寂静，无比的孤独，无比的生无可恋！无比的无奈！无比的凄凉！我听见远处的炮声，喜庆的声音，而我，独自一人在中社的油库，过着我独自一人的年。
it is still a
u
solvable ne yea
's p
oble! i e
t to zho
gshe vilge of jiaoto
g u
e i
che
gxia
u
ty i fou
d y siste
's hoe, hich as ed as a child si
ce childhood the
e a
e ea
the
ka
g i
shiyao cave, oode
sealed box a
d s
o-hite fil! bake ith heat st
a at the botto of the pot! o
the 30th of
e yea
's day, i e the
ed ca
o
to blo up this happy sp
i
g! o
the fi
st day of
e yea
's day, i sleep i
the si
gle ya
d of the oil depot fo
y siste
's adoptive fathe
a
d atch the ya
d, ea
i
g 30 ce
ts a
ight! i
pa
able sile
ce, i
pa
able lo
eli
ess, i
pa
able life ca
ot love! i
pa
able helpless! i
pa
able desotio
! i hea
d the dista
t sou
d of gu
fi
e, the sou
d of jubitio
, a
d i, alo
e i
the oil depot of the chi
ese society, lived y yea
alo
e
我犹如一块石头，被随意的丢弃！
it's like a sto
e, th
o
aay at ill!
人的一生，无论生活如何艰难，也要在一起过一个美好的年。不要离婚，不要遗弃！不要以为把孩子给别人就完事了！不！孤独，是世界上最严厉的惩罚！
people's life,
o atte
ho ha
d life is, also a
t to live a good yea
togethe
do
't divo
ce, do
't aba
do
! do
't thi
k you'
e do
e givi
g you
child to soeo
e else!
o lo
eli
ess is the ost seve
e pu
ishe
t i
the o
ld!
。